Hello there! Violet or A Vampires Butterfly here!

I'm falling apart a bit here, people...I'm really, super sorry I haven't gotten anything new out and I really hope no one is mad at me. Because I really don't think I could handle another thing to feel guilty about. I promise you all that I will be a freaking writing machine when summer rolls around (five more weeks!) And I will make it up to you all with some nice new one shots, a few new chapters of this and that and whole lot more Sai, 'cause I've got a current craving for him which I haven't had the time to dive into.

So, I just got to make it through the rest of the school year. I just broke up with my boyfriend, I've got at least three huge tests coming at me in the next couple weeks, and Emma hasn't been at school for a week. I haven't slept well in weeks and am on the very edge of hysteria. And you guys are really the only ones I can tell. I can't worry my friends...I really can't...

Well I was feeling guilty...So I just wanted to give you guys a quick update...

On a small side note...Why didn't I get the numerous warnings I've read and seen and even wrote about, telling me that it hurts like fucking hell to get out of a relationship? I guess I always thought they were exaggerating...Or maybe that it was supposed to feel better if it was the right thing to do and if you were the one who broke the thing up...I am ery aware that I am an idiot, thank you. But...it hurts, doesn't it?

Enough of my stupid emo rambling! Just wanted to tell you guys I will be back in the summer and boy when I have a bunch of stuff to do! I got over two hundred messages I have to answer some how!

So...see you guys later!

With much love, A Vampires Butterfly ^.^